Saturday, July 30, 2011

Young Samantha

Samantha is fifteenth years old, and a Freshmen in high school. No friends, no money, nothing, she has nothing. She goes to school, and she gets made fun of. The "cool" kids make fun of the clothes she wears. They say she shops at Goodwill, and that she stinks. The "popular" girls push her in the halls, and call her names. Samantha just keeps her emotions hidden. Everyone in the school, but a few, hate her. They could care less if she killed herself. They only care about themselves and their "cool" image.

Back home life is no better for young Samantha. Her mother yells at her, and her father beats her. The dad works a 50 hour a week job, and he takes the stress out on her. Her eighteen year old brother is the only thing in her life that makes her smile. He loves her and tries to take care of his little sister, the best that he can. He tried to get custody of her but the court said she was fine where she lived. She stays locked in her room all day, it is her sanctuary. Here she reads books, and listens to music. Anything to get her a way from her hell on earth, even for a second.

Samantha wonders what the point is of life. She is depressed, school is hell. Home is hell.... At school, Brad, the Quarterback, walks up to her and asks her to the dance. She says yes, but he responds "HA, like I would take YOU to the dance! You should just go kill yourself, you are worthless!" Everyone in the hall overhears and begins to laugh at her. She runs down the hall in tears.....

At home, her father asks her why she got a B on her Biology exam. "Samantha, you are a disappointment to this family, you are good for nothing!" He smacks her across her face. Her mother comes up and says "Samantha, you better get an A on your next exam, or you will be punished.. now go to your room, no dinner for you!" Samantha runs to her room and jumps on to her bed. She begins to sob as she covers her face in her pillows. Her fuse has been lit, she is a ticking time bomb now. She can do nothing right, no one likes her, why should she live another day?

She walks into the bathroom late at night, everyone in the house is asleep. Samantha opens the medicine cabinet and grabs her mothers bottle of Ultram. She opens the bottle and dumps the pills on to the sink. A handful is all it will take, she swallows 20 of them. One last glance at her reflection in the mirror.....

Samantha goes back to her bedroom, it will all be over soon enough. As she sits in her room, she begins to cry. Everyone want's her dead, so they will be pleased. Her skin starts feeling cold, and her young heart begins to slow down. She begins to feel lightheaded and dizzy, soon it will be all over. No more abuse from her family and those at her school. Samantha will no longer have to endure her hellish life.

Samantha tries to stand up, she can hardly move. She falls and hits the ground hard. As she looks up, she sees her phone. She tries to reach for it and eventually knocks it over. The phone crashes beside her, and she dials her brother. He answers, and knows right away something terrible has happened. He rushes over to the house and finds her unconscious on the floor. He picks her up in his arms and rushes her to the hospital, she cant die, she is too young to die, he says.

The doctor walks in to the waiting room and delivers the news to her brother, it is too late, she has passed on. Her brother begins to cry, but suddenly hears his name called out. He see's his father walking down the hall towards him. That bastard helped kill her, he says in his mind. "What happened, Jake? We saw you rush out of the house with Samantha in your arms, is she ok?" Jake stands up and approaches his father. "You killed her, you fucking bastard!" Jake reaches back and lays his father out with one punch. He gets on top of his father and beats him. Blood begins to spill out of his father's forehead. He has been busted open. Jake's mother yells for help, but by the time security gets to Jake, it is too late. His father lays on the floor in a pool of blood.

Jake is taken out of the hospital in handcuffs, this family has lost two tonight. Young Samantha took her life, and her father lost his. He deserved what happened to him, Samantha did not. Jake sits in the police cruiser, and cry's. He lost his little sister tonight, all because of her father. The father is dead too, but Jake feels he did the right thing.... tonight a family is torn a part, there will be no happy endings this time.

Answered Prayers

He walks in the house, another day of work behind him. He does not get the purpose anymore. He tries to support his family but every day he gets knocked flat on his ass. Mortgages he cant pay, credit cards maxed out, and all those high interest loans have came back to bit him in the ass. Working overtime, no time for the family. Work is all he knows, yet that alone does not solve his problems. Cant afford to put gas in the tank, barely enough to put clothes on his daughters back. On a good night there’s food on the table, other nights they rely on family for dinner.

At school, the daughter is made fun of. Shes poor, nothing but a worthless skank. Everyone hates her, and those who do try to befriend her are considered the outcast of the school. She gets pushed in the halls, spit on, and called names. She sits alone at lunch, and people make fun of her because she gets free lunch, because her family can’t afford it. She hates school and just wishes she was invisible because then no one would see her and she would not have to suffer this hell she endures each day.

The wife sits at the house, waiting for her husband to come home from work. She remembers when life was going well, she too had a job. However, in the recession she was laid off. Since then, they have been pinching pennies, both doing what they can for their daughter. She does odd jobs, like cutting grass for neighbors or babysitting. Yet, that still is not enough. She knows they are drowning in endless debt.

At work, the husband brushes the sweet off his face. Working in the hot sun, he can feel the heat. Its 102 today, but he tries to think positive. After all, it was 105 yesterday. The building is almost done. Some people would be happy with that, but not him. After this job is done, he’ll have to search long and hard just to make ends meet.

The daughter is walking home from school, and some of the rich kids pull up and call her names. They think they are better then her, simply because their parents have money in the bank. She is tired of their shit, and cusses them out. Big mistake, as two of the girls get out of the car and chase her down. They beat her until her face is bloodied and busted open. She cries for help, but no one comes to her aid. Some of her classmates watch as she is being jumped by the mean girls. Why won’t someone save her?

It’s almost 4 now; the daughter will be home any second. The mother has a present. It is not much, but at least they were able to get her a gift for her birthday this year. It’s 5 after 4, where is she? At 10 after, the daughter walks in crying. Her mother rushes to comfort her. She asks her daughter what’s wrong. The daughter says nothing, and rushes upstairs. The mother decides to wait to give the kid the gift that she and the kid’s dad bought for her birthday. She rushes upstairs to check on her, but her daughter locked the door. The kid tells her to go away, and the mother decides it’s best to give her some time. What the hell happened?

The job is finished. The father is pretty upset that he won’t have work until the next job comes in. His job foreman approaches him with some shocking news. The supervisor is impressed with his work ethic and they want to offer him a position in their union, along with a bonus. The husband thanks the man and accepts their offer. Finally, life will be better for his family. He rushes home to tell his family the news, God answered their prayers.

The daughter lies in bed, crying because she has been through so much today. Its her birthday after all! She is tired of having to endure hell at school day in and day out. She tried telling her teacher and principle but they would not listen. Kids will be kids, they say. Today it ends, she says. She opens her dresser, and pulls the rope of death out. She ties the rope around the vent and hangs it. She steps onto a chair and ties it around her neck. This is it, those girls will not torture me anymore, she thinks to herself. She wraps it around the back of her neck, and tightens it. This is it, she kicks the chair out from under her.

The mother sits on the couch, crying. She thinks about how hard she tried to give her daughter this gift. She will enjoy it after all. Sure it’s a old used car, but it’s a car none the less. She won’t have to walk to school anymore, now she can drive. Her and her husband made many sacrifices just to give her this gift for her 16th birthday. She decides to go check on her daughter; it’s been 30 minutes now. Surely she has calmed down. She knocks on the door, no answer. The mother thinks she went to sleep, but is worried so she gets the key and unlocks the door. As she opens the door, she sees her lifeless daughter hanging there…

The husband is on his way home and can’t wait to tell his family the news. Life will be better for them, and there prayers have finally been answered. God has provided for his family after all. They won’t have to suffer anymore! As he goes around the curve, he gets stuck in traffic. Up ahead, he sees the lights flashing. Most have been a wreck he thinks. However as traffic forces its way forward he sees where the lights are. They are at his house! He ditches his truck in the traffic, and runs on foot to his house. He sees his wife who is in tears. He sees the EMT’s coming out of the house with someone covered in a blanket on the cot. He runs over, and lifts the sheet. It’s his daughter, who turned 16 today. He sees the lifeless expression on her face, and falls to the ground.